*____Shuxian___

Sunday, July 30, 2006

a gift for the poor *passing girl*

well..what to say..i don't plan to update until next tuesday initially,but what to say..thanks to u..i've to update this now..
thanks for tagging at my blog, and for asking me to spread around that stupid message..haha..i am not angry at all..if your motive is just to discriminate the relationship between yeye(theodore) and me,by all means..who cares if you say that in my blog?does it mean anything?let me tell u..it's just NOTHING to me..go and ask around(if you know all my friends)..who believe what you've said and have been spreading? ur behaviour only shows how childish and miserable you are..if you really love yeye SOOO MUCH,what for you do this to him and me?and if yeye really loves you that much..what for you come to my blog and intend to announce it to everybody then?this only shows that u are lack of confident, don't you agree?lolx..(furthermore,he doesn't even know u..so stop this childish act from now on..that makes u look disgusting in my imagination u know?)
last but not least, look for something meaningful to do..i'm sure u can make good use of ur time to help those disabled people and poor little kids..don't let urself continue to be so miserable...lala...
end of the post..nights...

Shuxian flew into your heart at [9:56 PM]

_____________

Saturday, July 22, 2006

*finally found the mood to update this bloggy*

well..has not been here for a thousand of years already?guess lots of ppl will ask,"eh..is this still in used?"..yes..this is definitely in used..as i said before..it's just that i can't come and update as often as i used to..bcs i found my life meaningless..nothing interesting to talk about..and on top of that..i am extremely indolent nowadays!besides doing homework,revision..the only i will do are sleeping and playing QQ-game online without signing in to MSN..-_-..
alright..let's see..what can i talk about these 2 weeks..hmm..overall,these two weeks were quite =) despite of failing tests and blabla..there are only 2 things that i can remember now..1st-last thursday,i was pissed and frustrated after 6 periods of maths lessons,the feeling was #$%^&^% and i was really really not in the mood to do anything..however,we still had to attend chemistry lesson(until 5.10pm) and HMT lesson(which is until 6.30pm,and we had a test on that day)..speaking of the test,that was a disaster..the highest mark in the class was just around 67.5 or 64.5/100..i cant imagine what's going to happen if this happens during our o level HMT exam..i will probably dig a hole on the ground and rest in it for the rest of my life..haiz..what to say..our performance were =(.. luckily i already had mentally prepared before getting the test paper back yesterday..well..i knew i didnt do well coz i almost give up and tear the test paper off when i was doing that..i couldnt concentrate and i was *over-lethargic* at that hour..so..lala..hehe...
hm..the 2nd thing is wed's racial harmony day celebration..wearing the traditional costumes made all of us perspired heavily in the hall..though,we had a lot of fun after the assembly,we had taken lots of photos with mrs foo and other classmates..haha..kinda funny when i see andree and adrian(they wore the same design costumes which made them look even more like twins)..haha..i will post some of the photos here anyway..
erm..what else do i want to talk about..ar..yeah..i'm glad that i've finally found a way to live in the way that i wanted and desired..which is of course, days without depression..i can hardly describe how serious my depression was during the June Holiday..i was really unwilling to talk and sleep extremely early even if i am not tired(which is so abnormal to me,i don't sleep early during holidays)..i was just like living in my own world,i were not even answering km's qns when she talked to me(she came to keep me accompanied as my family members went back to Hainan)..that was the most terrible thing in the world i guess..when you are living in your own world and think of so many things which #$%^&^% your brain...goodness..fortunately,after coming back from prefect camp,i felt much more =)..phew...i hope i can maintain the current lifestyle i have now..good luck for myself..and everyone~no matter how irritated/frastrated you are at times,just bear with it and control your own emotions..and don't forget that you have to keep telling yourself that "it's okie,don't take things too seriously,no big deal..i can surely do better next time" ..
alright..have to end this here,my eyes are closing,mind is *blank-ing*, cya friends...take care...last but not least,stay cheerful!!!
*P.S->4E1:if anyone of you wants to access to our class photo album,please come to me in MSN,i will give you the ID and password and please upload photos(^-^esp class photos) you have after u sign in..okie?

**what am i supposed to buy for mummy this year?her bday is coming really soon~~~~~any suggestions?*

Shuxian flew into your heart at [3:00 AM]

Your view on yourself(found it from Elaine's website^^)

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long..

*this is pretty true,isn't it? alright, try to look for your own one at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx ba..hee..=)

Shuxian flew into your heart at [2:59 AM]

look at what i've done tonight~lala